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Well it's been a while since I've felt the way I feel today.

I dunno I just really don't like the holidays. They make me think about the past and that never is good. I dunno I've just been angry.

Today was a long day. I didn't really feel like going to work. Well I mostly didn't feel like doing anything. I thought it was going to be worse than it was. You know how they say "When the boss is away the kids will play." My boss took the night off and it was really slow. Young people typically are good at finding something fun to do. So what do you do with a fan that leads out of the building, old tomatoes and a delivery guy. Well you wait till the delivery guy walks out side then you throw tomatoes out the fan and hope they get the delivery guy. When the delivery guy comes in and wonders what's going on you know you done good!!

See I love Anjons. It makes me less stressed. Honestly I constantly wonder what the deal is. I work with Christians all day long and come home incredibly ticked off. (granted I want to go back all the time and love it but still). Yet, I got to anjons with the non-christians, get complements get told I am doing a great job and that I am a clutch staff member. I go to church get picked on (in love) and end up well forget it, but anyway, yeah. Makes ya wonder don't ya.

Spent some time with shawn when he was home. I think I regret it.

The big challenge= Boston in T-minus 2 days. Holy Crap. I'm Scared. Yup its going to be a miracle if something doesn't happen we will see! Yeah tired.